Monday Blues
Actually woke up feeling not so bad today.
Then i remembered that i spent most of Sunday sleeping. Realised again that i did not really spend much time at home especially with parents. On assuming 5.5 hrs every night, tentatively out of 168 hrs a week, only 57 hrs or 33.9% of one week was spent at home. And out of the 57 hrs, i have only spoke to my parents for less than 2 hrs a week. So much for my being filial.
My family is neither that type of "close" nor are we expressive with our feelings. Guess somethings in life are usually not spoken out loud. If there is anything to be changed with my family, i would hope that i had a sister so that my mother has someone to bond with. Being the only woman in the family of five surely sucks. Thinking back though, my Father's hair is mostly grey and white although he tries to cover up with black hair dye. Being the main breadwinner is also obviously stressful with 4 mouths to feed then. Guess i should continue to find means to earn more money and, importantly, spend more time with my parents. Hope my interview on Thursday is successful.
Die lah. Now a bit melancholy. Need to get into Gargamel mode. Kill Kill Kill !
Gargamel - Enemy of all cheerful blues
Then i remembered that i spent most of Sunday sleeping. Realised again that i did not really spend much time at home especially with parents. On assuming 5.5 hrs every night, tentatively out of 168 hrs a week, only 57 hrs or 33.9% of one week was spent at home. And out of the 57 hrs, i have only spoke to my parents for less than 2 hrs a week. So much for my being filial.
My family is neither that type of "close" nor are we expressive with our feelings. Guess somethings in life are usually not spoken out loud. If there is anything to be changed with my family, i would hope that i had a sister so that my mother has someone to bond with. Being the only woman in the family of five surely sucks. Thinking back though, my Father's hair is mostly grey and white although he tries to cover up with black hair dye. Being the main breadwinner is also obviously stressful with 4 mouths to feed then. Guess i should continue to find means to earn more money and, importantly, spend more time with my parents. Hope my interview on Thursday is successful.
Die lah. Now a bit melancholy. Need to get into Gargamel mode. Kill Kill Kill !
Gargamel - Enemy of all cheerful blues
posted by 逍遥老头 at 10:33 AM
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