Sleeping too much
Yeah. Now is 5.30am.
When i lent my car to my brother for his reservist, i didn't count on the fact that i will go straight home after work and on the dot. And begin dozing off on my sofa at 10+ pm and waking up at 4.30am plus.
But being awake at a time where there is nothing to bother me. I started thinking of my career and where it is heading. What a paradox.
Granted that i did not specifically start to look for another job, except at Mapletree which gives out fat bonuses with opportunity for overseas posting, I'm starting to feel dissatisfied with my current job after almost 11 months (i joined in mid October) coz its reaching a plateau or maybe it's just a lax period with no major projects coming in.
I need challenges and pressures in my life. If left alone, i will really start to slack to an extreme degree. I need to place myself in a challenging environment. Given the direction that the head office is going, i think i'm going to be stuck to one big client all of the time coz they wanted a specialised person to settle project management for them. Boring.....
I need more. I need to set myself a higher goal.
I am a capable manager. Maybe not that "good" yet. While i'm getting there, this will only lead me to some middle management level kind of place. Except that I'm looking for a place that i can excel as a leader. Not sure what do leadership qualities entail. But throw me in a sea with sharks, i am confident that i can start hunting sharks with my flock in good time.
Now that's clear, i'll have to find my patch of sea that are full of sharks.
When i lent my car to my brother for his reservist, i didn't count on the fact that i will go straight home after work and on the dot. And begin dozing off on my sofa at 10+ pm and waking up at 4.30am plus.
But being awake at a time where there is nothing to bother me. I started thinking of my career and where it is heading. What a paradox.
Granted that i did not specifically start to look for another job, except at Mapletree which gives out fat bonuses with opportunity for overseas posting, I'm starting to feel dissatisfied with my current job after almost 11 months (i joined in mid October) coz its reaching a plateau or maybe it's just a lax period with no major projects coming in.
I need challenges and pressures in my life. If left alone, i will really start to slack to an extreme degree. I need to place myself in a challenging environment. Given the direction that the head office is going, i think i'm going to be stuck to one big client all of the time coz they wanted a specialised person to settle project management for them. Boring.....
I need more. I need to set myself a higher goal.
I am a capable manager. Maybe not that "good" yet. While i'm getting there, this will only lead me to some middle management level kind of place. Except that I'm looking for a place that i can excel as a leader. Not sure what do leadership qualities entail. But throw me in a sea with sharks, i am confident that i can start hunting sharks with my flock in good time.
Now that's clear, i'll have to find my patch of sea that are full of sharks.
posted by 逍遥老头 at 1:28 AM
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